2014???!?!?!?! year i meet harry styles pls

HARRY NEW YEAR

wow i can't stop thinking about Harry Styles, but to be fair i just watched a bunch of videos from when i saw them in concert. Which is something I did this year. Which leads me to.....

Some things i did this year: gradnite, prom, graduation, met blake anderson & Ben schwartz, saw one direction, the who, ed sheeran & taylor swift in concert. started college and finished my first semester, got a new kitty, and overall i am much cooler than before.

I also turned the big ol' one-eight, which was the most anti-climatic thing, this year was generally a lot of people telling me that things were gonna change and become adult-y and I am still the dweeb I've always been, maybe a little bit better. I could be president of the US of A and in between v important meetings I'd play Animal Crossing and wear socks with cats on them. Age is nothing and really is stressed too much, when really we should all just focus on becoming ourselves more I think. 

some general things or resolutions or revolutions this year and always: be great, music/art, read, self control, patience, drink water, feel good more feel bad less, help others, don't give in to negativity, love myself, be around people who make me feel nice, be more sparkly, be kind, be adventurous, be brave.

I think everyone just needs to love themselves and be more kind to everyone else

FESTA

so i had a really shitty morning. Feeling overall sad and unimportant due to the inconsiderate actions of others. But then I went to an Art Walk in Little Italy with my mom and it was pleasant and i won a OneDirection t-shirt it was the most beautiful moment of my life, I don't even know, the bad juju from my morning turned itself into pleasant happiness in the form of hot british boys that I can wear on my body. That's a weird way to phrase it, but you get my point. (they had a regal cinemas stand at the walk, and you spun a wheel for various prizes)

wow, look at this beautiful shirt I won

I really like going to the Art Walk, people reserve these spaces and do these beautiful chalk drawings and all the restaurants have tasters and there's jewelry and it's great.

Leonardo DiCaprio, so dreamy.

Oh, also, my first picture, the Tea one, I posted it on my instagram, and this girl I don't know liked it, so I went to her page, and she reposted it as her own. So i'm kind of pissed off but overall happy because that means my photo was cool and worthy of stealing. It's literally exactly the same, like really you're gonna tell me you took a photo the same angle and then added the same light effect to the side of it, alright. But what I am curious about, is uh, why did you like it??? I never would've found her account if she hadn't liked my photo. I just don't understand people. 

She's a pretty terrible thief. 

We Danced All Night to the BEST SONG EVER

omg. i will never get over Harry Styles now.

Wow gotta save my money and get front row tickets next year i'm not about this they-look-like-ants-and-i-can't-tell-them-apart-from-back-here life. Especially because how are they supposed to fall in love with me when i'm way back there?

seriously. but lemme tell you, there was this girl, well okay, so where the concert is, is like the worst bc it's out of the way and it's close to tijuana so i think there were people coming from there for it, plus i mean, it's one direction so ppl go crazy. but anyways, we were twenty minutes away with two hours til the concert and we ended up missing the opening act (5sos) which was lame but whatever because the traffic was so bad plus after you got off the freeway you had to go down this long street to get to the amphitheater. anyways, so i get there and we are going to our section and there's this girl and she's on a stretcher! Like oh my gosh, it hasn't even started yet, like she was like sobbing and stuff and they were taking her to the ambulance, like i've never ever been to a concert with this many ambulances ready. and well, i hope she's okay and yeah, like they hadn't even come out yet, like calm down. like that's so sad if you didn't even get to see them, but also you were in the back, like i understand passing out in the pit, but like people weren't even touching in the back, haha.

anyways, they had an amaaaazing setlist, it was literally so good, and they sang Best Song Ever which was great because I love it, haha. They were so cute and funny but also I don't know if i've ever been to a san diego concert where they HAVEN'T mentioned freaking Anchorman.

Ok, also if the video isn't working, I don't know why it won't play but whatever, you can view it on my instagram, which is located on the sidebar or by searching @camxies

Ugh cute boys. Ugh boys with accents. Ugh boys who can sing. Ugh boys who are funny.


Ugh.

Boys.